I make love to hypotheticals
until they scream into being
as I set on blind voyage,
going toward or running from?
well I don't know where I'm headed
because I've never really been.
if, then where?
I make love to hypotheticals
until they scream into being
as I set on blind voyage,
going toward or running from?
well I don't know where I'm headed
because I've never really been.
When your body is a prison cell your bones are rusted bars your eyes a wimpy window that illuminate your scars Tally marks etched in skin it's one, it's two, it's ten, now twenty? losing track, your track record, hysteria's aplenty Control's a luxury run dry your life a sentence being served doing time 'til time is up now just is just a word.
sometimes when I am still
I submerge myself in memory's warmth
like a hot bath on a frozen night
I dip my toes, a smile ripples on my lips
it stings a little but I never stop there
blowing thought bubbles with the suds
kisses of yesterday, giggles long gone
and then I stay too long, always too long
as the steam fogs my pupils with a wet film
as the heat becomes almost unbearable
I knew the electric wire was destined to swim
I shudder and suddenly I am back
electrocuted to a dry reality
hurtling through the underground
on a rush hour train in mid July
you were there too, in the water
did it make you sweat?
make your fingertips prune?
make your pores sigh?
alone I emerge, but I do not feel clean