you are good

and so we were born
from a cocoon’s warm embrace,
free to flutter out and about 
among the butterfly garden.
our sweet nectar glazed wings 
basking in sun,
the same one which hangs over 
our faraway homes.

i was so moved by the howl 
of a well-loved piano,
while we laid stone over stone 
of this new moving castle
to be marveled along 
one day’s European travels,  
like the backdrop of a movie 
that remains to be seen.

i swear falling for him 
feels perpetually in fashion,
a line not out of style 
come the subsequent season,
as precious as cashmere, 
as silk, 
as the fiber of God
and as priceless as his name
as it rolls off my tongue.

just for him, i’ll forego 
chance’s cocoa butter kisses.
i much prefer the spice 
of his fierce burning fire.
it makes me melt into a pool 
as deep and as rich
as those espresso colored eyes 
i so willingly drink.

who knows what i’m saying

listen now, would you agree?
that words are hit or miss,
i'll shout it now, "hey, woe is me!"
i'm cruising an abyss

paralysis 
analysis 
dialysis
wait what?

see, one of these does not belong
these synonyms i'm sitting on
as doubt defines my theme song
i'll assume i'm always wrong

self-evident
i'm hesitant 
irrelevant
what now? 

they'll call me a thesaurus addict
please tell me what i mean
my words they never seem to click
yet others sound so keen

define 
refine 
unwind
but how?

do pity the fool who forges rhymes
who racks her brain and comes up dry
i admit i've done it all these times
maybe just give up and say, "k bye."

I almost bled out back there

I’m trying to make a tourniquet 
or a splint 
or an airtight vacuum packed seal I guess

I need it to wrap around my bruising body
taking in my broken brittle barely bones 
just fractured jagged marrow shards 
pieced, no plastered back together 
something like a ransom note, it says
I FELL IN LOVE AND LATER I FELL OUT
gouged a hundred times the way down
tumbling  
rolling 
falling
going 
fast 
faster
more
more
more
flesh
crash
gash

I almost bled out back there.